I’m so tired of all of this. I don’t see an end to all this drama and heartache. I know God has a plan and everything is in His hands, but I don’t know how much more I can take. This is like kicking a dying dog. God, please. We can’t take much more of this, our strength and faith is fading fast. I’m doubting you and I know that isn’t good. I’m just having such a hard time believing and good, and living, and caring God would put us through this much pain, and crap. When do the evil get punished? We do bad things stop happening to good people? When can we stop fighting? We’re so tired of fighting. We just want it to end. Fairly. So we can finally move on with our lives.
I don’t know what I want anymore.
Sometimes I just wish God would say “Do this or don’t do that” I just wanna make the best decision.
1.THE SECRETS OUTTTT! One of my favorite people ever is pregnant with her second child. AND the baby is due on my birthday. My heart is overfilled.
2. The bestest is back from Italy! We finally got to see the fault in our stars today. I’d seen it, but she’s been waiting months!
3.Buggie is starting school this week. I love that little girl more than I can put into words. I can’t wait for her little brother or sister to be here.